i really really adored that jadzia went all in for lenara in "rejoined." that she said to sisko 'i know and believe that the symbiont life is precious and should go on' and then said 'but i love her.' it's sir lancelot of her. so desperate and perfect. and also she's still acting in a way that upholds the life of the symbiont. it's not jadzia's love as jadzia alone that she chose to sink into. it's a combination of things that begin with dax. torias, who was who he was bc of dax and the other past-lives. now jadzia, who is who she is bc of them all. it's a multi-being, multi-person Romantic romance and she stood on the balcony and waited to see it end bc that's what romantic heroes do, actively swallowing their heartbreak and letting it end out of deep respect and also for the poetry of it, and. because it was the lark, herald of the morn, not the nightingale.